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lyrics
I looked into your eyes they seem dead
Rotting, hollow mind that’s wasted
Force fed with a spoon like an infant
Flesh bound reminder of what’s missing
Speech deteriorates, are you listening?
Words cannot equate all your suffering
Prisoner of war in your own home
Feelings are erased, I still love you.
His loved ones depart as soon as arrived
No sense in knowing if dead or alive
A glimmering smile that’s starting to fade
Motor skills waning day after day
Day after day and day after day
I’m forgetting
Unforgiving
Memories are all behind me
I, I hear your cries. You’re suffocating (x3)
Why is this happening?
If it’s still affecting him, it can pass right onto me.
So mentally I feel closed in, if I don’t remember this, does it fucking exist?
Collapsing onto broken knees
Dissociating from disease
I can’t hold on, it takes it’s toll
My thoughts have spun out of control
I’m okay...
I swear to god
I’m okay...
It’s just a phase
I’m okay...
Or maybe not
Or maybe not
I’m crazy
Living in vegetation
All signs point to decay
I deny it
Missing out every heart break
I guess it has its perks
You don’t notice
Sleep deprivation
Hallucinating dreams
What’s fucking real?
Banish familiar faces
A new one every day
You won’t miss me
In this hell we hear the psychobabble
Shake our little fingers to our brainless master
Push our hips real close and make this moment faster
We’ll lose it anyway so fuck me a disaster.
All tied up, another hopeless bastard
Make a cute incision, make his brain cake batter
Shove the needle in we need to make this faster
We’re losing him!
We’re losing him!
Did you get all that?
We’re losing him?
Did you get all that?
FUCK
FUCK YOU
FUCK
credits
released October 14, 2019
Additional vocals by Michael Darrow of Murkov
Vocals: Zach
Guitars: Billy
Drums: Josh
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