I should have never said “No”
I should have always done what I was told.
I Wanted you to hit me again, motherfucker
Before you had to motherfucking go.
He was the only good one in your life
And I wish he was with me
Cause I sure as fuck don’t get the praise
Maybe I was just in the way
Your words are suffocating
The meaning is all fucking lost
So please just do me a favor
Shut the fuck fucking up
My mouth will not fucking open
I can’t get the words fucking out
Verbally tripping all over myself
All this fucking time
Disappointing
Dissappoint me
I’m not fucking sorry
For being the fucking black sheep
I could wallow in my own12 self pity
Or be grateful I’m not just like you
I wish you were still fucking here
So you’d see what I’ve grown up to be
After twenty some fucking years
I would grind you straight into dust
I’m not fucking sorry
I’m pretty sure I fucking hate you
And I wish you were still here and kicking
So you could hear all this shit that I’m screaming
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